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Monsters
03:12
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Won’t you come and find me?
Hide & seek
You chase me through the parking lot
But you won’t catch me, my darling
You won’t acquire the nerve
Won’t you listen to me
Something’s got to give
My nightly prayers don’t match your sins
Oh no, he’s got to go
So long, farewell, good riddance
If you wanna atone
Then I gotta know you better
Cuz I wanna break you down
For you deserve the pain
Yes, I wanted you to cry about it
Didn’t think that I’d survive without this
Because of you I’ll never know, never know
So I’ll be running from you my whole life
And when I can’t sleep tonight
I’ll sing myself a lullaby
To soothe
I refuse to lose the little wide eyed, terrified girl hiding inside
She tells the truth
She’s scared of you
(Wide eyed, terrified)
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Death
04:21
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She woke when she was sleeping
She didn’t know if she was dreaming
She wasn’t tired anymore
She found a letter in the drawer
And it said
Oh it said
Close your eyes
Once I was
Once I was lost
Once I lost
Once I lost my
Once I lost my mind
Again
The sirens they were screaming
She didn’t know what she was reading
This midnight purgatory, heaven knows
Where did everyone go?
Close your eyes
Am I really alone?
Once I was
Once I was lost
Once I lost
Once I lost my
Once I lost my mind
Again
Again
Where did we go?
And am I really alone?
Cuz I don’t wanna be here
No I don’t wanna be here
I don’t wanna be here anymore
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Family
04:18
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I have the strangest dreams sometimes
Like when you drove all through the night
You showed up and saved me from my family reunion
Cuz you know I hate those kinds of things
Where everyone stands around pretending
To be one big family
Cuz everybody cries at the family reunion
And everybody asks me how I’ve been doing
But everybody lies at the family reunion
Take me away from this family in ruin
We’re in your car and I can finally be me
We’re driving fast out of the city
And I forget I’m dreaming
And it’s been awhile but It’s like I’ve seen you
Cuz your still looking just how you used to
Like things had never changed
We never went away
We made our great escape
Cuz everybody cries at the family reunion
And everybody asks me how I’ve been doing
But everybody lies at the family reunion
Take me away from this family in ruin
Cuz everybody fights at the family reunion
And everybody tells me what I should be doing
Said my goodbyes at this latest reunion
Take me away from this family in ruin
So we start walking and I don’t mind
We walk for hours at a time
You say you love me
Maybe we could start a family
A better one than yours and mine
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Home
04:05
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You’re walking away from me today
And who am I to follow you, to chase?
And when you wake from this dream, you’ll say
You’ll say, you’ll say
Hello
When are you coming home?
I don’t know
I don’t know
When I’m coming home
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5. |
Indecision
03:41
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How many times can I lose myself
Before I lose it?
Won’t you decide for me
Won’t you give me that relief
Tell me who am I supposed to be
Tell me where do I go?
And where do I call home?
And where am I whole?
Who am I before you?
And what am I supposed to do?
Yeah, what am I supposed to do without you?
Who am I to you?
(Who am I? Open up your yes)
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Elenna Sindler Chicago, Illinois
Elenna Sindler, 23, is a Chicago based performer-composer of contemporary classical and pop music.
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